Vampīru komūnas slavenība – māmiņa, kura mēnesī izdzer pāris litrus asiņu

«Es esmu viena no vampīru komūnas radītājiem. Es biju tā vampīru pasaules slavenība, kura deviņdesmitajos apceļoja pasauli, piedaloties dažādos TV šovos – tolaik gan neviens nenojauta, ka es tiešām biju vampīrs,» stāsta sieviete.

50 gadus vecā divu bērnu māte, kura mitinās parastā mājā Pensilvānijas štatā, mēnesī izdzerot apmēram divus litrus asiņu un šo procesu apraksta kā «seksuālās enerģijas eksploziju».

Viena no viņas dzīves lielākajām problēmām pašlaik ir internets, kas glabā informāciju par lielāko daļu no mums – Džūlija sava dzīvesveida dēļ daudz cieš un ir padzīta ne tikai no vairākiem darbiem, bet arī pilsētām, jo daudzi viņas nodarbošanos uzskata par amorālu: «Mana dzīve nav bijusi viegla, bet es esmu, kas es esmu.»

Tajā pašā laikā Keiplsai virtuālajā pasaulē ir tūkstošiem sekotāju un pielūdzēju, kuri gatavi jebkurā laikā pabarot savu elku ar svaigām asinīm.

Every moment that I breathe, will always be my past, my present, and the spiraling, up and down, hope for the future borne within my dreams, lived over and over again, in happiness, in pain, in euphoria, and in utter sadness. It is all one and it is all insanely beautiful. All the self-help guru's, positive memes, and psychology, in our known understanding of these aspects of life, that preach to the contrary, cannot change this truth that I live. ~Julia DarkRose Caples #writersofinstagram #author #sadness #inspirational #reality #beautiful #reallife #draconian #darkroses #happiness

A post shared by Julia DarkRose Caples (@juliadarkrose) on Feb 10, 2018 at 5:53pm PST

The Wizard of Odd just sent me the teaser clip of my interview to watch. Being under public scrutiny, even as a Z List celebrity, can be quite disheartening and bring on massive depressive states. When Travis Hoefle, shot the video, I was NOT in my top form, physically or spiritually. My weight and mental state, bounces up and down like most women. I am not always a size 5-7...sometimes, like in the Wizard of Odd interview, I was at a whopping size 9! Quite large for my petite frame...even though I am a 34 DD, my bone structure and frame, are small. I bring this up because, regardless of whether people understand why I do all the publicity that I do, I am under a constant microscope. Every move I have made, since 1995, is scrutinized and judged far more harshly than someone simply making the rounds on Social Media. Without fail, a large number of people will disregard the message I have and do sacrifice much to share with the masses, and solely concentrate on how I look...and seek me out just to tell me how fat I am or how horrible a person I am, or that I am nothing more than a glamour "vampire" and a media whore. I am not otherworldly. I am flesh and blood and adhere to the same (mostly) biological rules that all women adhere to. I am at my largest in this video, even though, I have since then, danced my way back to a size 6, I feel embarrassed like almost any woman or man, would. Just because I don't constantly take selfies in figure flattering poses and post a new one everyday, doesn't mean that I am not concerned about my weight like most people are concerned about whether they have put on too much fat or are just right. Please....please....when or if you watch my interview, try to hear the message and not be so cruel to me and only focus on my aesthetic. Thank you, very much. It is not easy always having everything you do and every move you make, scrutinized and usually vilified....why? I still can't figure it out. I am almost 50 years old...in perimenopause, and I am tired of being vilified and scrutinized. I deserve peace. *The accompanying pics were taken day of interview* #youtube #vampire #weightlossjourney #woman #writersofinstagram

A post shared by Julia DarkRose Caples (@juliadarkrose) on Jan 3, 2018 at 10:56pm PST

"Those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything." ~George Bernard Shaw #truthhurts #writersofinstagram #author #authormemes #draconian #dragon #darkroses #DarkRose #reality #changes #vampyr

A post shared by Julia DarkRose Caples (@juliadarkrose) on Dec 28, 2017 at 5:43pm PST

Now for something completely frivolous...I am going to take a break from my Artistic Alchemy and use one of those new fangled editing programs and find a new hair color for me, as close to my original burgundy-brunette color as I can. Lol.

A post shared by Julia DarkRose Caples (@juliadarkrose) on Sep 10, 2017 at 8:29pm PDT